Tuesday, May 15, 2012

No more free bread

I’m sinking into this transition period in my life. I’m about to sign a lease for a beautiful master bedroom in a house with four other girls less than 2 miles from my campus, which is literally on the shore of Narragansett Bay. It’s absolutely beautiful and I’m really excited to move in. Here’s the ad for it: http://providence.craigslist.org/roo/2996350306.html

Today is also slightly melancholy because it was my last day at Panera Bread. I’m actually pretty sad to leave Panera, because it was a great time in my life. This past year has been SO stressful in school, and every time I walked into Panera I could expect a smile and friendly “hello” from nearly every single employee.  Never in my life have I had a job where everyone works as a coherent team, every single day. Believe it or not, going into work was a huge stress reliever, because for that couple of hours I could rely on having fun with coworkers, making customers smile, and a sense of accomplishment when I’d clock out for the day.

I’ve been there since last August, mainly closing bakery, barista, and dining room. Last semester I used to work four days a week, usually closing shifts, where everyone works really hard in that hour after the store closes to clean up and make it shine for when the doors open in the morning. Never in my life have I put that much effort into a job- I used to always get everything done and try to leave before that last hour was up- to the point where I’m running around all sweaty and gross, wiping and cleaning and mopping not only because that’s what I was getting paid to do (it’s an hourly job- why not be lazy about it and take as much time as possible?) but because I actually had an appreciation for a clean store after customers had been there all day. That appreciation comes full circle when I work an opening shift and the store is clean and everything is well stocked.

The employees at Panera truly are like no other. I can attribute my own ability to do my job well to the attentive and careful training of Dania, Donna, Diandra, and Kaitlyn. Mike, too. I wouldn’t have been employee of the month my first full month at Panera if I hadn’t been trained so well. I still remember being completely shocked when I was training how to close dining room (6-9pm) but didn’t end up clocking out until after 11, because Dania wanted to make sure I learned it the right way.

Dania and Donna are two women that really inspire me- nothing like seeing hard work and dedication pay off. When I started, they were trainers, having worked for a while doing what I do and accepting the added responsibility of training others the right way, every single time. Over the months they continued to do a good job, put in the time and hard work, and were eventually promoted to manager positions!

They join a team of four other managers led by Darrell. Darrell is the coolest General Manager I could have ever asked for- with his southern accent, use of the term “gal” multiple times in every conversation, and laid back personality, he set the tone of the store at easy going as long as you’re doing your job the best that you possibly can. Most of the managers have really high standards that seemed like a pain at the time but are justified by the hundreds of customers that come to Panera every single day, especially the regulars.

A lot of the employees really look up to me for continuing my education, but I look up to them for sticking with a job that’s not always pleasant in order to provide for themselves and their families. Also, employees at Panera work SO HARD. It makes no sense to me why all of these people of varying education levels, ages, experience, etc. are forced to work 40+ hours a week at nearly minimum wage (some even have second jobs) when there’s plenty of people that make tons and tons of money that don’t appreciate their job.

Having worked multiple shifts with nearly everyone in the store, I’ve come to appreciate the mosaic of personalities, backgrounds, levels of experience, interests, and effort that comes from every single other employee. Though we’re all different, there’s truly nothing like the teamwork that goes on in that store. Today is a testament to that- both managers were hands on while Ben covered dining room and dish for me, so I could cover cash and barista for Denine, so she could deliver a catering order because the Catering Coordinator was out. It’s a great feeling walking into work knowing that everyone has everyone else’s back. I can’t say that has always been true about other jobs I’ve had.

In closing, I’d just like to say that all of the people I worked with at Panera aren’t just coworkers, the manager assigning me a list of extra cleaning tasks, fellow cashiers, the guy that made my sandwich, etc. They’re friends.

Friday, May 11, 2012

Graduation and things


So past weekend could not possibly be more packed than it was. Friday morning I had my Marine Fisheries and Economics and Policy final, which I thought went pretty well (except for some tricky multiple choice questions… I hate it when the choices could all possibly be right and then the last options are either “all of the above” or “none of the above” because then you start to second guess yourself). After that I met with one of my professors (the infamous Dr. Bohlen), I realized that I still have a ton of work to do on my honors thesis paper… I’m essentially rewriting it from the beginning! I’ve got until the end of May to hand in a new paper. After that I raced back to my apartment to start getting ready and clean up a bit, met with Dr. Auster (to discuss essentially the same thing I talked to Dr. Bohlen about) and then drove to graduation.

Graduation on Friday at Avery Point took place on the lawn in front of the Branford House- a beautiful mansion that overlooks Long Island Sound. Unfortunately, the day was a bit foggy, but at least it wasn’t raining during the ceremony. Eight kids graduated with a Marine Science major, and overall about 50 people graduated, mostly adults with a Bachelor of General Studies. I was the only honors student to graduate from Avery Point! It was a really cool ceremony because our professors actually said something about each student- you can see what my professor said about me here: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HH9GAiDDjf0&feature=youtu.be

Afterward there was a brief reception in the Branford mansion- I was too busy talking to all of my professors and friends to even know what they were serving. It was so great to have all of my favorite professors at graduation, and to graduate with some of my best college friends. Mom, Dad, Josh, Grandma Lola, Uncle Steven, Nanna, Poppy, Uncle BJ, Ronnie, and Sharon all came out to dinner after at the Seahorse in Noank. It was great to get to sit down with everybody and celebrate! I’m so grateful for having such a supportive, awesome family. The coolest part was that coincidentally Veronica (one of my good friends that graduated the same day) was having dinner with all of her family at the same restaurant at the same table.

Saturday and Sunday morning consisted of me and Chris moving out of our apartment. A big thank you would have to go to my mom who stayed with us all day Saturday and helped us pack, and to my brother Josh, who took all of the furniture to both Chris’ house and mine with a truck and trailer. It took SO long to pack up everything- it’s all in my mom’s office right now. I never knew I had that much stuff! There’s nothing I hate more than moving. Saturday night Chris and I stayed in the apartment (without any furniture!) and slept on the floor and watched movies. Sunday morning consisted of more cleaning and turning our keys in.

Sunday night was graduation round two. It was up at the Storrs main campus- where I technically spent most of my undergraduate career. It was nice to graduate with a lot of friendly faces, including Devin (one of my best friends in gradeschool), Chris and Mindy from Avery Point, honors students, and other faces from around campus. It was a sort of closure- because the Storrs campus really was where I started and coincidentally ended. Hundreds and hundreds of kids graduated. It was a bit overwhelming but I’m definitely glad I went.

Afterwards, me, Mom, Dad, Josh, Grandma Marge and Bob all went to The Bidwell Tavern and had chicken wings! Of all ways to celebrate a graduation! It was unbelievably fun because it was so unexpected! We all got wings of all different flavors and had a great time, sticky fingers and all. I’m really looking forward to seeing the DVD from this graduation- I’ve already heard Bob took some great shots! I also really liked going to this graduation because I never see Grandma Marge often enough!

Since then, I’ve been working at Panera, settling in, and visiting a couple of places to live in Rhode Island. Mom and I visited three places today. The first was just like a scene out of animal house- gross, overpacked with students, tiny, and expensive for what the space actually is. The second place was a basement of a raised ranch of a 67 year old woman. The space was large but it was about 25 minutes from campus. It was cheap enough, but I’m not sure if I’d want to live with an older woman, rather than other students. The final place we looked at was an efficiency apartment attached to a house right on Misquamicut, less than a quarter of a mile from the beach. The location was absolutely incredible, but it was a bit pricey and about 38 minutes from campus. I’d love to live there but Dad didn’t want me living that far from school. And so, the housing search continues.

The picture of me smiling on the steps outside of gampel pavillion is at the same spot that Mom and Dad dropped me off, four years earlier. I was crying so bad when they dropped me off to college! Glad to see that four years later I'm on those same steps smiling!






Thursday, May 3, 2012

sleep deprived.

So I’m writing this post having gotten 2 ½ hours of sleep in the past 38-ish hours. Why should my last week at UConn be any different from the rest of it? Sleep deprived, stressed, overworked… I really did spread myself pretty thin this year! The bright side to everything is that I think I did reasonably well on the two exams I had today- intermediate microeconomic theory and the hydrosphere. Both were a real shock in that they covered material that wasn’t included in the review or practice exams, but for some reason I tend to take tests well and think I did just fine. Honestly though, I could just be delusional from lack of sleep.

The only difficult part of staying awake so long was the hour drive up to Storrs and back. I listened to some old music, tried to get myself to sing along and be excited about it, but napped as soon as I got back. I would highly recommend sleep. I can’t wait til bedtime tonight!

So I’m graduating with honors (if my GPA and honors thesis are up to the strict requirements of the honors office). Like I think I’ve said before, I’d highly recommend accepting this honor if you’re ever in place where you had a choice to be a part of an honors society, honors fraternity, or just general high academically achieving club. I’ve made so many friends, taken classes on personal development and had so many opportunities that I otherwise would not have had (including my trip to Belize which was funded by UConn, my scholarships to New Zealand, and the ability to graduate completely debt free). Being an Honors Scholar also helped me get into grad school.

The thing I’m concurrently very inspired by as well as begrudgingly suffering from is the fact that my professors see something inside me that I don’t see in myself- they push me to be the best student I could possibly be. As of yesterday, WEDNESDAY OF FINALS WEEK- my honors advisor Dr. Peter Auster and another professor that I have a great deal of respect for, Dr. Frank Bohlen decided I should rewrite my thesis paper. So literally, I have to rewrite a 30 page paper that I’ve been working on September because the themes just aren’t capturing what I’m actually trying to say. I met with Dr. Bohlen, and he literally drops my thesis on his desk and goes “in a word, Chelsea, awful.” Thus, I know I can do better. The only issue now is time, as all of this has to be done by June 1st, which is interestingly enough the day I officially start grad school. Talk about overlap!

This weekend I’m really busy- I’ve got to rewrite this entire paper, move out of my apartment, graduate twice (tomorrow at Avery Point, Sunday at Storrs), say bye to a lot of my friends, and accept that I don’t go to UConn anymore. I’ve learned more about myself these past four years than I ever could have dreamed- I’d say I’m more accepting, worldly, focused, unafraid of a challenge, and have gained the ability to accept that no matter how much I try to pack into a day, somehow it magically all fits, even if that means literally no sleep at night.

Tuesday, May 1, 2012

Awards and transitions

This post is a bit of catching up. Last Wednesday was my last dive at Mystic Aquarium, in the beluga tank. I loved diving there, but now I’m onto bigger and better things. I want to see more of the ocean, not the aquarium. I met a lot of great people, and honestly there is nothing like seeing a beluga squished up next to the gate he is behind because he is SO smart and curious about the divers. It breaks my heart though, to see such inquisitive animals in captivity. I guess the rationale is that a few animals end up in the aquarium and end up inspiring so many people to donate money, research, and protect these animals in the wild. For that reason, I appreciate the aquarium. I just reaaaaaaally don’t agree with going out into the wild, capturing animals, and putting them in a tank. Breeding in captivity or rescuing injured animals and putting them in captivity is fine, but I don’t believe in removing a healthy animal from the wild. Saturday night I babysat- always refreshing as I love the kids, they love me, and it’s a great break from school (the money’s not bad either!). Sunday was the honors medals ceremony up at Storrs. Mom, Dad, and Josh came up to school to see me receive a medal for being successful in the honors program thus far in my academic career. Only 287 kids out of the graduating over 4,500 received this honor. I felt pretty accomplished getting it, and it was great to see a lot of my old friends, as freshman year my entire dorm was honors students! After we were all awarded they went into detail about the university scholars (which I’m not) and about how some of the received a bachelor’s degree and a master’s degree in their four years at UConn. Clearly I’ve been slacking! It didn’t feel like all that special of an award to me as a couple hundred of my friends also received it, but I guess I should be really proud of it. When we went to the Seahorse restaurant in Noank afterwards, my parents told the restaurant owner and the waitress all about it, which made me realize that it really is quite an honor and that I should be proud of it. My parents have always been my biggest supporters, and I couldn't thank them enough if I tried. The only catch about the award is that it is pending my GPA and honors thesis. I’m still working on my thesis (it’s due June 1st), and my GPA is dependent on these finals, which I’m currently going to get back to studying for. Four finals, two graduations, and moving out all this week. I’m looking forward to next week where I can just relax! Oh yeah, also, I drove out to Narragansett today to look at a bunch of places to live, as I’m starting grad school in June! I ended up looking at three different houses, all a bit different but with the same rules. I’m not 100% sure this is where I want to live, because guests have to be out by 9 pm (occasionally I’m up til 4 am doing homework- what if I’m doing a project with someone else?) and we can’t have guests- i.e. if Heather wanted to come out she couldn’t stay the night, or if Flora came up, etc. I LOVE entertaining and it’s really not possible. Furthermore, I was only looking at room rentals, where you share a kitchen and a common area (for about $575 per month, utilities included). For $475 I can get a room (with a shared bathroom) but there is no kitchen access. Each room is supplied with a mini fridge and a microwave. George Foreman grills and Keurig coffeepots are allowed, but no actual burner. I’m still trying to figure out if access to a real stove and oven is worth the extra $100 per month. Ideally I want to get an efficiency apartment (which I can get for about $600 per month). The only thing I was really excited about was that these room rentals were directly across the street from the U.R.I. main campus, which is where I will be taking some classes. Also, it’s across the street from a pottery studio- something I’ve ALWAYS wanted to learn to do. So that extra $300 I’d save on rent for not having a stove I can put into taking a pottery class. Pictures: Here’s a picture of me and Hillary from Gloucester the other weekend. There’s also a picture of a cool old factory that’s literally right on the water- must be interesting in storms and spring tides (where they’re higher than usual!). There’s also a couple pictures of fishing boats. There’s also a picture from lining up on stage at the honors medals ceremony, and some family photos from afterwards with the husky statue. Ending this post with a couple of quotes: “Far from what I once was but not yet what I’m going to be” “Life is easy when you look back on it, it’s even easier when you look forward to it”